i know ive been pitying myself since last night, and this is what im waiting for. but i still cant shake doubts away. its persistent as flies on a poo.
i dont know how im managing to squeeze writing this while im trying to transcribe ms.lacar's interview with mareng rhian ramos.
anyway, im almost ankle deep in my ojt hours here in mega. so far, no shock. maybe its because ive seen almost all of it already, and i expected far worst na than what i am going through right now. though there are a few really sharp bumps that leaves me reeling afterwards, but i think i'll survive my 200hrs here.
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aw fuck.
hmm. its really unfair. when i get into things i like, i really blabber about it. and its really unfair that you think that its getting into my head. sorry.